No Longer in my Heart

No Longer in my Heart

 

Ouch,,,I felt like an arrow had been driven through my heart. I was lying on the bed watching a movie with Wenny, even thou we had broken up a couple of weeks ago, I didn’t think it was serious. Wenny had been out of town for some months and I had patiently waited for him, but when he came back, he wasn’t the same. He got angry for no good reason and despite the fact that, we’d been far from each other, for months he didn’t seem like he wanted to see me at all. I sat there watching him drink wine but my mind couldn’t stop wondering why we broke up, finally i couldn’t take it anymore and words were forced out of my mouth, “Why did we breakup ?” I asked. He smiled and said, “I never loved you” For a moment, my beating heart came to a halt. “You should have told me,” I silently cried. My voice was shaking, my heart was bleeding blood, I felt hurt, angry and rejected. I still don’t understand what hurt most, the word I never loved you or the smile.

For almost two years, I couldn’t get him out of my head. I wanted to move on but i wasn’t ready and i didn’t want to hurt anyone else with my pain. The two years were not easy, they were filled with emotional breakups, loneliness and regret.Today however, i woke up with a new vibe in my heart, no more pain,no more regret, its a new me and i like it. Truly time heals everything. Wenny is no longer in my heart.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s